When I lost my virginity
I was exposed to porn very early in my life when I was about twelve years old. I found some porn magazines in my older brothers, room. Having been exposed, I became more interested in having sex. I had a crush on a girl who lived down the street who was also twelve. This was a long time ago when times kids were safer and times were more simple. Being exposed to porn or sex so early back then or even in today’s society is not a good idea. I often believe my mind has been warped because of how young I was when exposed. Perhaps I would not be addicted to sex and spending so much time trying to find the thrill of the orgasms I experienced back as a teenage boy.
Darlene was my age and we were in the same classes through grade and middle school. She had longer brown hair and pretty gray-blue eyes. She was almost out of puberty and was growing some tits, but when you are twelve, you think like a twelve year old. At twelve, Darlene’s tits were big. Darlene babysat in the summer several days a week for a couple who had very young boys. Both of the parents must have worked during the day and the earliest one of them would arrive home was 3 in the afternoon. Darlene found porn in their house which included films where you had to use a Super 8 film projector. She would invite some of her friends over, and we would cover the windows, get the projector and screen out and we would watch porn together. Watching these films made us hot, but the most we would do in front of each other was to touch ourselves. At that age, I learned how to masturbate, and realized how great masturbating felt. Darlene was, for most of my sessions, the one I would fuck in my mind when I spent time in the upstairs bathroom masturbating. It was not too long before I realized I wanted to really make love with Darlene.
One day, Darlene invited me to the house where she babysat and when I arrived, there was another girl I did not know too well, but she lived in the neighborhood. She was taller than Darlene, had long blond hair and usually wore blue jeans and a blue jean jacket, which was not usual at that time for twelve-year-old girls. Only “hippies” wore such clothing.
Darlene put the kids to bed for their naps, and the three of us began to watch porn. After a few minutes, Darlene stopped the projector after a scene where a vibrator was being used on a girl’s pussy. This was the first time we saw a vibrator being used in the porn we watched. Darlene, who had found the porn in the parent’s closet stated she saw a vibrator in the couple’s bedroom dresser drawer, so we headed to the bedroom. She found the vibrator in the bottom of one of the drawers. Both girls got naked and laid down on the bed and started to experiment with the vibrator. At first I just watched, fully clothed. When the other girl, Leah, saw me still fully clothed, she said it was not fair they were naked and I was not. I got the hint and stripped naked and joined them on the bed watching Darlene help Leah place the vibrator on Leah’s pussy lips as she saw in the film. I laid down next to them to watch, still a virgin. Darlene said she knew I wanted to screw her, but I had to first screw Leah. I did indeed want to fuck Darlene right then, but relented and decided to play with Leah first. While still naive, I had an idea of what I was doing from all the porn we had watched.
I got on top of Leah, and started to kiss her tits, which were barely sticking out, but when you are twelve any tits were exciting. Darlene suggested I try eating Leah’s pussy like we saw on the films. When I did, her pussy became wetter than what it was after using the vibrator. She grabbed my head like she saw in the movies, and began to involuntarily move her hips up and down.
Eventually Darlene said it was time for me to screw Leah if I wanted to fuck her. Before I could penetrate Leah I came as the head of my penis touched and barely opened her pussy lips. Boy, was I embarrassed! I had ejaculated on top of her left leg right by the crotch. Leah was upset, but Darlene said her brother told her boys come quick the first time and this was natural. Later I realized Darlene knew this first-hand because this happened when she took several boy’s virginity. But I digress.
It was not long before my dick became hard again and Darlene told us to try again. After cleaning Leah up, I got on top of her again. I decided I would imitate what we saw in the porn movies, so I began to kiss her. Darlene told Leah to kiss me back, which she did. This was the first time I had ever kissed a girl on the lips. I got so excited kissing Leah and realized I love kissing, especially French kissing. I would try doing this when kissing girls, even if there were no plans on fucking.
Darlene took my cock from behind and guided it to Leah’s pussy, and I began to push. I soon realized I was all the way inside her and I still remember the excitement and sensation even now many years later. Both of us were ignorant about pregnancy, so I kept on thrusting through this ignorance. A few minutes later my seed ended up in her pussy. Leah just kept on moaning even after I was done, so thinking I had done something wrong, I quickly got off of her.
Leah kept on rubbing herself and soon after arched her back with a strong orgasm. When we were done, I started to rub Leah’s pussy and saw blood on my hand coming from her pussy. I realized later we both lost our virginity that day. Both Leah and I continued our passionate kissing, and when I got hard again (oh, to be able to go back to those times when I could recover so much quicker) Darlene encouraged us to have Leah straddle me with me lying on the bed. Without me penetrating her, Darlene showed Leah how she straddled when she fucked. Leah was able to control the pace and the depth of the penetration. I enjoyed this position, and still do, because I could see my dick penetrating Leah’s cunt. This time around, Leah made sure she enjoyed several orgasms before she sped up her thrusting and allowed me to cum deep inside her pussy. I’ve look back several times and wondered how I did not get Leah pregnant.
Darlene crawled on the other side of me to where I was between both of them, and Darlene spoon me from behind as I laid next to Leah on the other side with my hand on Leah’s breast where Leah and I fell asleep. I did not fuck Darlene until a week or so later, but that was fine with me. I did eventually fuck Darlene, but she had already lost her virginity. Knowing this just increased my excitement when I did get to fuck her. For some time, I don’t remember for how long, my only sex partners were Leah and Darlene. Eventually I learned how to prolong my thrusting without cumming. I was very popular in high school because word got around that I could fuck for a prolonged period of time before ejaculating. Even though this allowed me to fuck more frequently than some (even though I was timid with girls) I will never forget the first time with Leah. The fact that Darlene guided us at first made it special when both Leah and I lost our virginity.