My first time giving oral was with my boyfriend. He spoils me with so much love. One day while cuddling and a little of making out it kinda just happened. I decided that he deserves a little something something and I just did it. I thought I did it right because he didn’t stop me and he was breathing deeply with his eyes relaxed. When he finished I came back to his face level and I’ve never seen so much pleasure in his eyes. This was a few months back but nothing has changed between us. I don’t need to give him a blowjob all the time and we still just cuddle and watch movies like old times.
darlingthick asked: I've been having thoughts for two guys. One is gay and the other has a girlfriend. I can't stop thinking about them. I want to make love and married one but I want the other to be my first. I feel like a whore, because I can't figure out why I crave them.
Being attracted to more than one person doesn’t make you a whore. It’s not strange that you can’t particularly figure out why you like these guys because you can’t really control attraction. My only suggestion is for the one who has a girlfriend: before (if) you act on your urges consider the fact that his partner has nothing to do with it and it may not be the fairest thing to her. Really though, lusting isnt wrong. Lust on!